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Aug. 24th, 2009 | 12:45 pm
where im at: homeeee
my mood: disappointed
New Layout!! =0 =)
so i figured since ive got an all new attitude bout my e.d. ive edit out my page and make it COMPLETELY different.
my old layout was boring and ugly haha.
not so much a weight, i just wanna see bones.
sooo... my boyfriend has sadly started not eating as well and i feel horrible cuz its all my fault..
but i cant stop him cuz thats kinda hypocritical right??
he broke down saying that since im not happy im not making him happy...
and i finally told him that i would get help but only if he did aswell.
guess what he chose?
he said :
"being thin makes me happy, and you dont. why would i chose something that doesnt make me happy?"
so.. i guess he chose being thin over me </3
im supposed to talk to him bout it today but he wont answer any texts or calls.
i thought ana had taken enough from me already,
not only has it taken him.
but now its taken him FROM me.